Someone far less than mundane

I take each day as it comes and I believe whatever happens, happens. I have decided to start taking risks and I am beginning to realize that often you have nothing to lose and everything to gain; we really need to understand that there are no boundaries and the sky is the limit. Today there is no such thing as normality and often the people who strive to be individual are usually the ones who are found mirroring others. I find humour in hypocrisy and I often wonder what people gain from cloning society. I have no interest in people; they all come across the same, instead I am fascinated in the unknown and I find the impossible so mesmerizing. Beauty isn’t in the eyes of the beholder and today good is never good enough. I often find myself in situations with no recollection of the events in which I got there and just when you think you’re in too deep, it hasn’t even begun. It’s easier if you live with no excuses and love with no regrets. I have not yet found the key to life; however the trick is to stay ahead of the curb. I find satisfaction in the things I need and I have hope in the prospect of better days. Never have I felt comfortable in my own skin. I let the littlest things break me down and I build myself up in complete disappointment. I am a slight pushover and I think you could talk me into just about anything. I am fragile and scared but I opt not to show it. I have few plans and I don’t yet know what I want out of life. I hate the thought that I am disappointing people in the process of my inhibition to seek happiness. I often find myself drawing the short straw, uncertain of what I want I hesitate and always come out second best. I try to keep my friends close and my enemies closer but often the biggest challenge is trying to tell them apart. There is no such thing as a small project, and we are ignorant to think that we can do it alone. Someone’s always judging you and no matter what you do there will always be critics. The biggest misconception in life is that perfection is real. In society you have two choices, to kill or be killed. I spend too much time over analysing things, and often I lose sight of the moment. I spend more money than I earn and I never stick to my plans. Stability is something my life is unfamiliar with and I believe being spontaneous is the key. I’m not one for conforming and I’m okay with being apart of the minority. My biggest secret is when I put on this front, I really do care. I never let people close, and I will never let you win. I like stumbling across unfound treasures and I like discovering treasures I didn’t know I had already found. I tend to stay up all night and sleep all day. I leave everything to the last minute and I never embrace opportunities when they present themselves. The chase is always the best part. In life I am scared of being nothing. Arrogance is a curse, yet somehow ignorance is bliss. In my life I have not learnt many things yet I have discovered that in the end everybody turns out to be the person they swore they'd never become. I find myself broke yet not broken. I am beginning to notice that nothing is as it seems and most people tend to suffer in silence. It’s true that we never feel the heat until we get burnt. I put everything off till tomorrow, and tomorrow never comes. In the end everything comes down to fate.